Les Miserables

On my own. Pretending she's beside me.
Well it's the end of the summer.
School starts next week.
My true love is gone for 4 months.
I've never been much for teary goodbyes, but I probably lost a gallon of water and salt yesterday morning.
I'm going to miss her so much.
Strength must overcome the tears and hope must prevail.
In the beginning, 4 months seems like forever, but I'm sure it will speed by once I delve into work and school. I hope so anyway.
She needs to do the same. At least now I know there is an angel looking out for her on her journey. It's funny how things work out. Something that may have happened 7 years ago, factors into the equation now. Well if you believe in that sort of thing I guess. Maybe it was all meant to happen. If that is the case then I know it works for the best. :) It makes me think, sometimes too much, and it makes me smile.

I love you my Dah-ling!

Remember: "I may know everything, but I can't give you all the answers!"

Any Given Sunday

The summer is beginning to wrap up. BOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My ball team is in the shithouse. BOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm still unemployed. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alanna is going away soon.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I only have 6 more courses to graduate. BOOOO....I mean YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This summer has changed my life forever.
FOR THE BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm now headed down a path that sees me with a wonderful future.
I'm in love, and engaged to the most wonderful woman.
I got to get back into acting.
I escaped the clutches of the hotel.
I'm only 6 classes away from ending my life at UPEI.
My softball team is still in the shitter, but anything can happen on any given sunday! Fall Ball is coming up soon, and that's going to be a truer test of skills, both at ball, and drinking. "My drinking team has a softball problem!" Ain't that a great motto!?
Life is on the up and up!

That being said, I still am struggling through some issues.
1. I still don't have a job!
2. I'm totally unprepared to go back to classes!
3. My ball team doesn't get along, and will look very different next year if it even exists.
4. Most important of all, my sweetheart is going away to school. I won't see her for 4 months.
This is the best course of action for both of us. She needs to finish her degree, and I need to finish mine. We both need time to focus on school, and there will be plenty of time for us afterward. This is, however, going to be a tough 4 months. I think we can do it; I KNOW we can do it.

As for softball, I've pretty well given up on our "team" for the summer. We have too many weak links. I hope to patch those links for Fall Ball and take a good run. The Lesser Known Saints will rise again!

As we all know, on any given sunday a team can win.

Remember: "I may know everything, but I can't give you all the answers."